I'm a lesbian although I have never been in a relationship with anyone else before. For the past few years I have been in love with a straight girl, my best friend. Apart from her being straight, I suspect she is homophobic, because bringing up this subject in any form disgusts her.
We are both Muslims, but neither of us are religious. Her family are much more open minded than mine. I am not so worried about my family finding out because it's unlikely that they ever will. Right now the only thing that keeps me sleepless is how I can pursue this relationship with the woman of my dreams.
I found this forum on Facebook and thought I will try my luck in finding lesbians who can relate. What happens when we fall in love with a straight person, or worse, a homophobe? .