Good day everyone! I'm new here, while browsing the website and reading posts I've decided to share my thoughts.
The community and family I'm coming from is very conservative where being different is a big deal.
Since early ages I was always attracted to girls. Had some crashes, but not more than that. I was always afraid what if someone from family or community will know it. Its will be a huge scandal, here I'm more concerned about my parents. They have high hopes on me. Afraid to break their trust. That would break their hearts. The other thing which bothers me a lot is religion. Im so confused. I know its Ramadan and I'm supposed to be praying. But cant concentrate on prayers. So many thoughts in my head.
Its sad to know that we are still living in the world where you are judged for who you are. .